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When Death is the Only Solution!

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when silence is your language!

when you’re out of question why I reached this level in my life !

when you’re humilated because of what you feel!

when you have every thing but that one thing causing you pain and sadness !

when you’re trying to convince yourself that *the source of your sadness* is not the end of your life!

when you’re God is leaving you without answers!

when you’re mother is pushing you to talk and relieve all the negative things and let it go out of your system but you feel that sadness that making you don’t feel to see/talk to no body even your own family!

when you feel that your family is one of the reasons of your sadness!

when you want to stay more at work and be active just to forget that you are sad!

when you feel there is something heavy on your chest just when you arrive home!

when you think that death is the only solution!

God I need a serious strong push 😦

Shoeaholic..

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Yes I am! it’s just am so crazy when it comes to shoes! I buy and buy and buy even if I’m not in need of them! for parties, normal days I don’t care I just buy without a reason ;p

I can’t control myself when I see a beautiful unique shoe 😦 I think it’s a disease running through my blood @@! and the problem is that I don’t have a place for them :/my shoes cabinet which is located in my room is not that big (also my room) and I can’t manage to buy a new big cabinet to store those extra shoes I’m buying monthly! where to put this big cabinet! I need this kind of cabinet 😦

Lord have mercy I really admit that I adore shoes even if I don’t wear them ;/ I remember having two shoes which are new and never been worn for more than a year! and the number is increasing!!

It kills me when ppl tell me to throw the unwanted / old shoes! I can’t 😦

I know I’m not the only one who’s addicted to that and I think I took it from my aunt lol ;p she’s a shoeaholic too but she can manage to store them in a neat way mashalla 🙂

I think I’ll have a visit to IKEA soon to have an idea of shoes storing techniques or taking the hard way and throw some 🙂

If you have any ideas of how to store those precious items please advice me 🙂

Yes I am 😀

Women’s Brain!

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Ideas thoughts questions and again ideas thoughts questions !
What I’m going to do ? Where I’m going today ?  Tomorrow I will do this ! I will say that ! I have to go there first and there next!

I need to buy this ! I have to call her ! ooofff my head is going to explode, I’m having a serious headache :s
am I exagerating when it comes to thinking! and the problem is I’m thinking alot and achieving little :s

Sometimes I can’t sleep because of thinking! million questions in one time COME ON!

Relax my mind, stop thinking too much and live in peace 😦

hmm I think it’s the nature of women’s brain! Right!

ha ha I feel like this when thinking 😀

OCTOBER

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It is my Month, I was born in this Month, but this Month is disappointing me badly!

What’s wrong October! aren’t we lovers! I feel hope when you’re here every year! and I have the faith that things will change positively for me, just me and my own interest! but shamefuly you’re failing me every year and pretty much the same!

and this year! oh please just end before you’re ending me!

 

A job I Like!

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It’s been like three years since I have been working, I went through two jobs or to be more precised two different “job discriptions” within the same company! Now after shifting to my current job I felt more relaxed and content but after one year I found that this job is not me!

Last September I took a long vacation which I was really happy the whole time with but ofcourse every happy thing has an end so I rejoined work wih a bad bad feeling like there is somthing heavy on my chest that I had enough and I don’t want to work  anymore..The feeling that I don’t want  to wake up in the morning heading to company and don’t feel like working is killing me! and nowadays there are squeezing me with work since no one is left here in the department I feel I’ll explode someday 😦

Now going through different jobs and still didn’t find myself  in any is something hard REALLY hard!
Will I be searching my whole life for the perfect job!
I want to find a job I like and enjoy doing 😦 I don’t want to waste my youth for that 😦

I guess I have to stick with my current job until God wills to find THE JOB!